Sorry to not update for awhile, there wasn’t anything to really tell you all. I have been very sick lately and recently diagnosed with Hypoglycemia after a close call with the emergency room. I’ve been trying to cope with my addictions and depression and be a functional human at the same time and it’s difficult. I got a job and started working last Sunday. Molly no longer screams and cries for daddy and I no longer cry myself to sleep at night. I am trying to be happy and I’m trying my best to make my daughter happy. I just hope that California is where we belong…I’ve realized that many, many people love Molly & I  but the biggest love I’m missing is the love from my mother. I don’t think there’s anything else to tell you all but basically, I got a job.

I hope you are all doing well. I’m sorry I don’t respond to comments I just don’t have anything to say in response…I’m no longer interested in interacting with others…It’s easiest for me to be alone and lonely than to socialize….I’d actually like a day to be all alone…

Yes I am a nutcase.

Posted: August 16th, 2008 under Life.
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